Help! - I think I'm turning into Imelda Marcos

I just had to buy them... well... actually... more like a wish come true!

I was keeping an ever watchful eye on the stores for some new ankle boots, my favourites are starting to fray at the edges a little. I had seen these in Peacocks on one of my many trips the 2nd Capital, but they never had them in my size. It was starting to look like I would have to order them online - until the other day when I just had to pay them a visit again; and there they were, size 8 and calling out to me!

... of course it gave the girl behind the counter somthing to have a little giggle about when I went to pay!

On another notable point or two from this week :-

• Sunday was my 2nd anniversary of when I came out to Mrs Kate - I spent the day recovering from the 'night-before';
• Today I weighed in at 171 lbs - 3 lbs more to go before I hit my next target. I didn't mention I already past my last target because I got so much stick off she-who-must-remain-nameless when I went on a bit about it; todays weigh-in means I've lost exactly 1.5 stone (21 lbs) since the begining of June.
• Had the worst blisters on my feet ever - all from those flaties (see my last blog entry); about 5 days before they stopped hurting and no sympathy from Mrs Kate. I think I'll stick to killer heels...... we were made for each other!

Revenge of the Flaties

You would think they would be grateful for a release from the wardrobe, but no!... these, my 2nd pair of shoes that I ever bought turned nasty on me, giving me two large blisters and rubbing the skin off one of my little toes. And it was their second outing ever too; the first time out a couple of weeks ago they were Ok but perhaps they didn't take too kindly to being stood on by some girl in Naps whilst we were dancing.

Mind you, I didn't take too kindly to being stood on, it really really hurt. The evidence came out a couple of days later, a big square heel shape bruise on my big toe. And the girl never apologised or anything - I hate that... but Dianas daughter managed to get an elbow in for me!.

But why did these innocent looking shoes bite back?.... well it might be due to the fact that I've had them for a little over 2 years and as they felt all weird and tight I never actually wore them. I've had them in a pair of shoe stretchers for 6 months..... ugh oh!.... that's what it is! they didn't take too kindly to that and got their revenge whilst I was dong some mad dancing with Karen in Naps on Saturday.

But on the upside... Saturday was brilliant! Met Karen early afternoon and did a bit of shopping. Bought a smaller pair of jeans (down to size 14 now!) and a long knitted top - something warm for the winter. I couldn't decide between the green or the blue top; green won out in the end as I have quite a lot of blue in my wardrobe! There weren't any size 16's left, only 14's and 18's. As the top is quite baggy, I thought I would risk a 14.... which as it turned out was a perfect fit. Good job I didn't go for the 18, I might have once been that size and 16 is a safer bet, but since I lost a little weight (Ok I've lost a lot!) I might be more of a straight up-down 14 with a reasonable waistline in the middle now!.


Thanks Karen - I had a brilliant time.

Parachute not included

Having experienced a rather ungodly hour to set off early for a meeting in Birmingham, I just felt I needed to treat myself to a new pair of shoes.

I was actually looking for some red or blue ankle boots to go with my new outfit when these delightful little pair caught my eye. The little silver round thing next to heel in the right of the picture is actually a 20 pence piece; these little babies have 5.5 inch heels!

They were just perfect for the Halloween evening and even allowed me to attempt some participation in the unofficial tallest trannie competition that so often takes place in Naps (sorry no contest, I didn't even make the first round).

Halloween in the Village

Plenty of weird outfits and I distinctly felt under-dressed and 'normal' - or should that be 'different' since 'normal' no longer has a definition and has been sent to it's closet. We were all dressed as 'ourselves' and everyone else was weird for a change... no sorry... this is way too confusing, a bit like trying to describe wierd as normal and as a result of being different, being normal itself becomes ... erm... weird. I'm confused are you confused too? ....

Well, Eden was fairly nice, but we dared to venture into Spirit where the music was just too damn loud (I still couldn't hear properly 24 hours later). I can usually 'do' loud music... but this just gave me a headache; the bass level was just short of brain damage level.

We went to Naps - just Mrs Kate and I (the others promised to follow-on shortly), some where it would be a little quieter and perhaps better music. Music was not brilliant and I did find it a little bizarre standing down stairs talking to a couple of gay guys whilst Duran Durans 'Wild Boys' music video was droning on in the background. Mrs Kate expressed her sentiments and to this end with a 'shall we go home'.... well I wanted to carry on dancing, but the crap music and the dancing zombies was a bit ... well... too weird.

As for the shoes... I surprised myself, I managed the whole evening without any pain (well... ok... perhaps just a tiny, teeny bit).... and the only scary bit was negotiating the sloping pavements over the canal... in those heels it felt like I was about to do an 'Eddie the Eagle' and try out for 'Ski Sunday'!

I love my bathroom scales

These new weighing scales are so much better than the old ones; but much to Mrs Kates disgust they tell the truth - unlike the old ones which could give you any number of different results in an attempt to pacify you. But 'Old Scales' was rather devious too, he was generously giving everyone an extra couple of pounds to carry around.

Had to put 2 extra holes in the belt for my favourite pair of jeans which I wore to the Trafford Centre yesterday; a similar thing happened the other day with a pair of 'Bobs' trousers - down to a 35 inch waist now.

Oh ... well... whatever!

Had a break from the grindstone, Mrs Kate and I had a day out shopping at the Trafford Centre - a sort of ambling lunch and a nice wander around the shops sort of day. Got a nice top from Debenhams, and spied a pair of black satin leggings lurking on the bargain rail in H&M in my (new) size.

But we were so relaxed as we were wandering and chatting together that we both failed to notice in time a neighbour that works at the centre walking towards us; (I think) he initially looked at me and then looked at Mrs Kate, obviously recognising her. He didn't say anything, not even an acknowledging nod towards her, he wouldn't be certain who I was and as likely that is how it will remain..... but rather bizarrely I feel a strange feeling of 'whatever' rather than any worry.

He's a nice sort of guy and he's unlikely to spread any rumour or gossip (we think!) and he lives far enough up the street to not be aware of any further evidence to corroborate any suspicions he might have; but clearly we've had the closest 'shave' ever!

Feeling 'firsty'

Last Wednesday I achieved another first without initially realising it; I just had to have an outing to the Village before I suffocated and as it turned out I was out in the Village with no real plans, and I was Betty no mates. It's a strange feeling, to go out for an evening in the Village without any plans to be with someone or any prior arrangements to meet with any of the 'gang'; I guess the latter were all partied-out from a mass visit to Pink Punters over the previous weekend.

But I occupied myself by initially calling into Taurus to book next months Angels meal, and then to Velvet next door to have something eat and to book the Angels Christmas meal. Service was as always, brilliant and I was really amazed at how my meal arrived within 5 minutes of ordering. Afterwards I dropped by in Concorde and spent some time talking to Tamsin who had only just come out to her partner in the previous couple of weeks (good luck girl!). Astrid and and Mrs Astrid were there too having just returned from the continent, Marrianne, Leanne and a couple of others... but a definite shortage of the usual suspects. But no evening in the Village is complete without a visit to Naps (where else!) where I danced quite happily on my own for a little over an hour before I decided I better walk back to the car whilst I could still feel my feet.

Just had to get petrol.
Having that 'first' reminded me of the last big 'first' I had when Karen came to visit in September. I was on my way to pick her up from the train station when I realised I needed to get petrol for my car - either that or suffer the excruciating embarrassment of running out of petrol. All the possible options flashed through my mind including going back home to disguise myself as 'Bob' - no time to do that as Karens train was due in 5 minutes. So I took the bit between my teeth and called in to my regular petrol station to fill up.

I'd done the fill-the-car-up 'first' before, but that was at a petrol station some where in the middle of Manchester where I supposed they probably got a lot of girls calling in. But this time, it was right on the door-step, the one I use quite regularly. And it wasn't at the best of times; despite it being mid-morning and between rush-hours, it was busy with Highways workers getting sandwiches, mums on the way to the shops, and some oyke who was just simply hanging around by the door. But despite all this, I felt quite calm. I knew going to pay would be the difficult bit. I was still calm even when I walked past the oyke and the Highways workers, they never gave me a second look; no smirk, no pointing fingers, it was brilliant... they hadn't read me.

I thought I was really handling this bit very well, it was only when I tried to get my credit card out of my purse when I realised how my hands were shaking (doh! - don't let me down now!). But the guy behind the till was lovely; of course he read me - I guess I'm passable at a distance but not up close. But despite this he still addressed me with 'do you have a Nectar card, love?'.... 'No, just the receipt will be fine' I said in my softest girly voice (which I amazed even myself here as it's not something I've ever practiced - though can do a reasonable Julian Clary!). And then it was back to the car, even holding the door for another lady; no startled looks, no stares... just passing as another women - simply brilliant!

2 to the power of 177 and falling....

.... the measure of improbability aboard the starship 'Heart of Gold'; or for the uninitiated, from Douglas Adams fabulous book the 'HitchHikers Guide To The Galaxy'. But in this case, my weight approaching the mostly improbable stage of twelve and half stone in only a few weeks of trying; yes I'm at just 2 lbs short of my next target!

Over this last week there's been the release of a study of accident figures involving women on cycles. Of the cycling community, about 72% are men, the rest rather oddly enough are made up by women. But the interesting fact comes out with the number of women cyclists involved in accidents with large articulated lorries; in London, of the 8 fatalities that occurred, 7 were women. The study puts it's findings down to that women don't take as many risks as men, effectively women won't go to the front of the traffic queue at traffic lights where a lorry can see them; opting for the mistaken safety of the space between the kerb and the side of the lorry - so when the lorry turns left.... it just doesn't bear thinking about. The full article can be seen here http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/magazine/8296971.stm

I finally had my own face-to-face exchange of words with 'white van man' the other day; it had to happen, it was only a matter of time with cycling to and from work so often. I was quite civil, I didn't swear, I just suggested he should 'WAKEY WAKEY'! as he attempted to run me over from a side road I was passing to my left (he actually didn't look). But he didn't take too kindly to what was clearly a good piece of advice, because exactly like the logic of the Great Bugblatter Beast of Traal which spends most of it's life with it's head in the sand in the belief that 'if you can't see it, it can't see you' he simply abused me. So after that, I made Blind Pugh proud and left him the mark of the black spot right on the bonnet of his van - another one to add to the growing list.

Stay safe out there girls!